Self-control!

That part of life is also difficult. Having self-control means doing or not doing things my your own; no one is suppose to help you, you have to work it out by yourself but, at least for me, it is easier when someone else is looking out for you, even if is anoying put it constructes a kind of conscieness. Then again, there is no effort, someone else is doing it for you and that is why it's so hard.

When you're in a diet: no sweeties or greasy food. When you're exams: study! "no going out, tv, facebook or blogging". But it is more difficult when it's about thinking of someone because it's only in your mind!. I must distract myself reading, listing sweet music, praying, etc.

And the thing that I hate the most is to be thinking of that person instead of JC! When He is always there for me; He doesn't dissapoint me or leave me. He loves me! He is there, wating for me to talk to him and the worst thing is THAT I KNOW IT! - need more Self-control to guide my feelings and thoughts to more possitive and healthier things. I'm working on it.




Me note: I wish I would be like my friend K, she's very good at doing poems to express herself; me? not at all, that is why I just write a bunch of words and sentences, but that helps me ALOT! Blogging is good.