Angels

Angel: a being, either spiritual or human, sent by God to take care of us.

This is MY definition for Angel. I truly belive that we live among persons that act as Angels in certain occasions. They might not know this, but when they talk or act, they transmitted love and calm. I bet their words are chosen by God itself, so in them, you can see Him.

I know that I'm sorrounded by Angels, I just can't see them. But when I hear their words or I see them actting with love, I know it's them. I must thank the Lord for this and more.

Thank you Lord for sending help when I most need it.
What would be my life without You?
I'm a sinner who gets lost many times,
but with You at my side,
it is easier to find light and the correct path.

Thank you for you love and compassion,
for your patience and forgiveness;
You truly are my everything.
Thank you.

Self-control!

That part of life is also difficult. Having self-control means doing or not doing things my your own; no one is suppose to help you, you have to work it out by yourself but, at least for me, it is easier when someone else is looking out for you, even if is anoying put it constructes a kind of conscieness. Then again, there is no effort, someone else is doing it for you and that is why it's so hard.

When you're in a diet: no sweeties or greasy food. When you're exams: study! "no going out, tv, facebook or blogging". But it is more difficult when it's about thinking of someone because it's only in your mind!. I must distract myself reading, listing sweet music, praying, etc.

And the thing that I hate the most is to be thinking of that person instead of JC! When He is always there for me; He doesn't dissapoint me or leave me. He loves me! He is there, wating for me to talk to him and the worst thing is THAT I KNOW IT! - need more Self-control to guide my feelings and thoughts to more possitive and healthier things. I'm working on it.




Me note: I wish I would be like my friend K, she's very good at doing poems to express herself; me? not at all, that is why I just write a bunch of words and sentences, but that helps me ALOT! Blogging is good.

I'm learning...

You live, you learn, right? Well yesterday I learned. Livinig is fun but learning is the hardest part of this life. Why? because our teacher is the Lord, not that I'm complaning or anything like that, the thing is that when He is teaching, His methods are unique for each of us; sometimes confusing, sometimes as clear as the water. "God writes straight on crooked lines" - popular saying.

That is why many belive in the joke that says "If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans". That is exactly what I did; He propably laughed at me, not as making fun but maybe with sucha a sweetness, just like tha one when you laugh at the innocence of a child. He must have though "poor girl, she needs a little help" and that is when he send me a sign for me to learn that things are not to be like I planned or even thought, but it is His will we must follow.

Learning is hard; sometimes it even hurts but I must accept it.

So be it.

THE LLAMA SONG!

For you K!, found your song in my Itunes Library.