Disappointed

Ther are soooo many things running around my head. Things as simple as "Woo hoo, I don't have to wake up early today!" to absurd things like "what am I having for lunch?" up to more complicated things like "what's wrong with the world?" and "why do I have to act like this all the time?" or "why can't this work like I want?"

And like any human being, I get dissapointed when things are far away from my reach. Things that I perfectly know they can only by done by God, yet I'm still stubborn trying to handle them by myself instead of trusting in His will. Its a vicious circle where it starts with a thought in mind, then a wish, prayer, I try to get my own results instead of wating, dissapointment and then comes another thought trying to replace the one before. It's ridiculous! But as I said before, I'm on my way to change; it's only that takes its time....

Recectly, God has sent me hints about patience, trust, pray more and confidence. He is talking to me! I really need to learn not only to listen but to act as I am asked to. Difficult uh? Well this is my answer: I'll do my best for You.

Final note: I'm also very dissapointed that Blogger hasn't yet found an easy way for bloggers to blogg from their BB. There should be an application just like twitter or facebook!!!!